I just picked up the next 2 years of my life.
Arcade fire sang me into Provo and the spring atmosphere was a beautiful garnish.
The earth painted her face in glowing green grass, buttermilk blossoms, and a waning sunlight hourglass.
Guys, the future is calling.
Dear Monday evening,
The wind from my wound down windows pulled happy, flickering tears across my cheeks like summertime ice blocking.
My mind raced into the future faster than the car I drove.
I whipped past Chile,
I whisked past BYU,
I zipped through the scenic route, passing a reservoir of memories to be made,
I walked (slowly) past her,
I drank happiness like chilled fizzy pop on a hot summer day.
Guys, the future is calling.
Dear Monday evening,
The color red held me at bay long enough to see the phases of life pass on the left.
A teen, aged into a college student, into a middle-aged married man, and grew to an elderly gentleman.
Guys, the future is calling.
Dear Monday evening,
Ring out your eyes for the goodness of your future.
Guys, the future is calling.
Dear Monday evening,
One month- AP tests
Two months- graduation
Three months- 2 years away
Now- the future is calling.
Dear Chile, Osorno
You've sunk into me.
I'll be hugging away all I've known
I'll be plunging emotions down my throat I'll be sitting on the plane
I'll be staring at my shoes
I'll be looking forward.
Guys, the future is calling.
Dear Monday evening,
I want to remember how you made me feel.
Yes, you.
I want to remember wasted hours, neighborhoods, waking up, and rebellion.
Dear Monday evening,
Take a hike.
Took one with my cousin Christian.
We left our childhood on the "Y."
Dear Monday evening,
I remember we were spitting seeds.
I remember we were spitting memories.
I remember he was spitting advice.
I remember I was spitting "Hurrah for Israel!"
I remember my eyes were spitting tears.
Guys, the future is calling.
Dear Monday evening,
Call us the sun because we will always be moving West
towards the next stage.
And just like sunsets,
that can be beautiful.
And you guys will be there too,
and endings are beautiful like you.
Dear Monday evening,
Words can't describe what you mean
To me.
And Guys, the future is calling.
To me.
ok jake. this post is beautiful. i think this touched me so much because i can relate and its bittersweet. "the future is calling." i have begun feeling this too, a lot, especially lately. i just didn't know how to put it into words and now maybe im glad i didn't because you put it perfectly.
ReplyDeleteps. that line is #stolen
ReplyDeleteThe future is calling... This is rad
ReplyDeletethis post makes me extremely happy not only that you seem excited and are looking forward to your misson, but that you also seem nervous and scared like me and it comforts me a lot that we're not alone. thanks jake!
ReplyDeleteWow I love this, this is just really. good. writing. I loved all the different verbs--whipped, whisked, zipped, walked, drank, etc. and the color red and "ring out your eyes for the goodness of your future" and "we left our childhood on the Y" and the whole spitting paragraph and wow I'm floored obviously, and I should stop before I quote the entire thing.
ReplyDeleteOh my heck. I totally relate to this! Scary how close the future is.
ReplyDeleteYour future may be the brightest of anyone I know. And wow. This post. Mmm. You're amazing.
ReplyDeleteK I need to sleep.
The future is calling..amen to that!
ReplyDeleteYou are so cool.
ReplyDeleteI loved it. Every line. This is seriously one of the most powerful posts I've ever read. And the future just became real to me
ReplyDeleteThank you
Thank you